all of the things that built me
Eagereven though it's not new years yet, and WHO KNOWS, something else could happened from now 'till then to shape me ever more.
but i kind of doubt it.
that will all be for next year.
so.
i broke up with my first boyfriend. three times.
i made best friends with =iAmJu and ~KurokiFuyu
i started spending all of my time at an arcade called The Gamer's Cave.
the gamer's cave became a second home to me.
i started dating ~KurokiFuyu on and off over the course of those two years.
i begame partially estranged from my father and lost my family.
i dated a girl for the first time. and had my heart broken for the second time.
i learned how it really is to be homeless.
i learned to dislike and distrust everyone upon meeting them as a general rule of safety.
i had my first two online relationships, both of which ended messily.
i built my first long distance crush and made incredible friends with the boy. stanley.
i started roleplaying online. now i'm an addict. haha.
i started smoking pot, cigarettes, and drinking alcohol. the last two were a bad idea.
i built my own euphoric lifestyle around pot smoking and kindness to others. someday it will be my religion. the religion of kindness. :3
i got my first tablet! yeee!
i formed a huge crush on my best mate =iAmJu *blush*
i made my first official persona character, taylor!
i cheated big time for the first time. i am now the scum of the earth. ):
i recreated my shape-shifting character elija several times and ultimately came up with a final version, after a couple of deaths and several broken hearts, named frost. aka, anarki.
i smoked salvia for the first time and decided it wasn't for me.
i had the most epic pirate-themed halloween party evar.
i lost the love of my life.
i went into an emotional coma for four months and smoked pot chronically to block out the several months prior. it didn't work.
i started to gain weight and lost my upper body strength. but i can still kick the living shit out of anyone.
i had to give my kitty, bynx, away to the humane society.
i formulated plans to beat ~KurokiFuyu's brother to death with a crow bar. they're still in the works.
i lost dozens of friends, but only gained a few. fml.
i was forced to recreate myself as a person.
i watched my whole world crumble down around me, and am still picking up the pieces.
i got addicted to coffee, namely french vanilla. timmie's owns my soul now.
i made lots of amazing friends on dA, including *Miss-Deathwish, =gutterface, ~Pink-Promise, ~the-chemical-factory, =ManaFromHeaven (her videos make me lol so fucking hard), :devambigousginger: (he sent me the COOLEST hat evar), and *GloomyUnderwoods.
i chose a name for myself and my new life. fie valann cameron. or, CAP'N VASH OF DALMASKA!!
i picked up photography as my main hobby and started drawing less.
i wrote a poem every single day for two months. they all ended up being about my ex.
i fell in love a little with an FtM from youtube named seth corbin. he's my hero.
i got back to my own life and started to finally put things back together.
i transitioned from reality into a world that is always surreal. i now watch my life from beyond my own shoulder.
i made best friends with my ex's crush and learned the true meaning to multi-layered emotions.
i started binding and came out to my companion, ~KurokiFuyu. he rejected the idea.
i came out to my mother, my photographer *jezus666, and my best mate =iAmJu.
i joined =gutterface's group #FTM-pride.
i got myself the registration pages for school and got my father to agree to pay.
i chipped a giant hole out of my tooth.
i cut my hair from shoulder length, five inches, three inches, and then into a mohawk. now it's only two inches with some fringe. :3
aaaand. yeah. that's been my last two years.
if i don't update before or on the 25th, merry christmas everyone!
I hope you enjoyed them.
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"I showed the grown-ups my masterpiece, and I asked them if my drawing scared them.
They answered, "Why be scared of a hat?"
My drawing was not a picture of a hat. It was a picture of a boa constrictor digesting an elephant."
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"Every solution to every problem is simple. It's the distance between the two wherein lies the mystery." - Skulduggery Pleasant
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"I showed the grown-ups my masterpiece, and I asked them if my drawing scared them.
They answered, "Why be scared of a hat?"
My drawing was not a picture of a hat. It was a picture of a boa constrictor digesting an elephant."
Highly appreciated
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"Every solution to every problem is simple. It's the distance between the two wherein lies the mystery." - Skulduggery Pleasant
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"Every solution to every problem is simple. It's the distance between the two wherein lies the mystery." - Skulduggery Pleasant
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